If the answer is yes, then you are in the right place. You are also in the right place if you have been STUBBORN in writing that book. If you have allowed your "busy" life, money, lack of knowledge, fear, or self-doubt to get in the way - then NOW is the time to release it all, get yourself out of the way, and allow God to work through you.
In 2018, while I was sitting on a hospital bed trying to make sense of my second miscarriage, God called me to help Christians to become disciples through self-publishing. Like you, I allowed time, self-doubt, and millions of other thoughts of the flesh to get in the way. Since then, the Holy Spirit has pointed out three things to me:
- Despite my stubbornness, God will not remove His calling!
- When God calls you, He has a plan and has already supplied the people who need the work He will do through you; and
- He has put into position the people who will help you.
This is the same for you! Despite the years of procrastination, God still wants you to write that book. He has already positioned the people whose lives will be changed with that book and He has also positioned the people who will help you get it done.
So...the next question - Are you ready to take that step forward? Because if God is calling you then He needs you to MOVE! The fear you feel is GOOD...because when God is in it, then you know that you are about to birth something GREAT!